Mark: kumusta na?
Me: ayus naman ^^ ikaw?
Mark: now down to 74 kg from 86kg but still need to work out.
Me: thats nice, good job!
Mark: nylo and ore asked me straight up if you were my bf.
Me: and what did you say?
Mark: i told them nothing
Me: alright
Mark: it's not that i don't trust them, i just don't feel like outing myself to anyone anymore you've seen me right do you think i lost weight?
Me: i only saw a glimpse of you at wensha, i was behind you. i was trying to avoid you as much as possible
Mark: i'm still a snob at the spa
Me: ok
Mark: who were you with your new....
Me: i was alone. i dont have anybody. im not dating or sleeping with anybody for the past 3 months
Mark: i'll be on the road. while chatting. i'm nott driving
Me: ok
Mark: you have your friends and family
Me: yeah, masaya naman ako sa kanila. reconnected with them
Mark: that's for the best
Me: im happier now. i hope you are too
Mark: i'm happy but of course there are times when loneliness hits
Me: oh well, i learned how to deal with that
Mark: of course
Me: minsan ramdam ko pa din psych link mo minsan tumitingin pa din ako sa moon naiiyak na naman ako kasi kausap kita
Mark: you want me to sign out
Me: account mo naman yan wala nako say, di naman ako lang pwede mo kausapin... o kung dapat mo ba akogn kausapin
Mark: if you donb't want me to chat with you say so
Me: di pa ako ready kausapin ka. advanced happy birthday na lang... i dont think i can greet you on the actual day... much too painful
Mark: take care always you know i never stopped caring about you
Me: sana nga di na lang natapus but i will be better, i will be good
Mark: i'm sure you will.sarge is driving
Me: gladys was teary eyed when we met unfortunately i couldn't stay long enough, just gave her my pasalubong
Mark: chatting while the car is mobile is giving me a migraine GTG
Me: tc
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Circle me and the needle moves gracefully
back and forth, if my heart was a compass you'd be North
Risk it all 'cause I'll catch you if you fall
wherever you go, if my heart was a house you'd be home...
*tears*
aww... *hugs*
ReplyDeleteamp... kakaiyak naman. :(
ReplyDeletePerhaps when the scar has left just a tiny wound, then you shall be able to reconnect again.
ReplyDeletesome things are not made to last...
ReplyDelete...or i say it is there for us to keep for a moment ...
...then they slip away.
katulad ng lovelife...minsan talaga hindi pangmatagalan,
...siguro tayong mga tao may hinahanap at hanggat di na natatagpuan eh di titigil...
pansumandali...at maghahanap ulit.
savor the moment...ang after effect kasi nito ay parte na ng ating memories...
keep on!
huggsss....doncha worry you'll be cubao ibabaw sooner than you think =)
ReplyDelete@ Sean - *hug* din kita
ReplyDelete@ iamAPv - *sniff sniff* huhu
@ Guyrony - nah. I won't reconcile with him. I did try for three months after our official breakup
@ blurosebluguy - moment of weakness lang I was caught off guard. I'm gonna be ok
@ MkSurf8 - bwahahaha! I'm very much happier being bottom ^^
Aww. Tandaan mo lang tinext ko. "Sometimes, rejection is God's protection." You are loved. In so many ways.
ReplyDelete(never say die. tomorrow is another day.) sad pero go lang lagi
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