Friday, March 18, 2011

Remind me again





Wala na akong gay profiles. Wala din akong Grindr


Almost 6 months na akong di pumapasok ng bath house.


Hindi ako umaaura sa gym wet area.


Hindi ako lumalandi sa spa wet area.


Wala akong hook-ups. I had been celibate for the longest time, broken for someone I thought special. Fail.






... I am very much tempted to relapse to my "addiction".


... I'm afraid I can be much worse.




I just had my first HIV test this year. I'm confident I'm still non-reactive.




... I am very much tempted to relapse to my "addiction".
... I am very much tempted to relapse to my "addiction".
... I am very much tempted to relapse to my "addiction".






HELP.

4 comments:

  1. Kaya mo yan. Just remember how special you truly are.

    If all else fails, at least, pumili ka naman ng magaling. Sheesh.

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  2. Isipin mo na lang. lahat ng sakripisyo (actually, hindi naman sakripisyo yan eh) mo ay para sa soon to be partner mo.

    hindi naman mahirap na wala kang sex eh. its all in the mind.

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  3. Impulses are truly hard to resist, right?

    Go but be safe!!!

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  4. Celibate for two years here. Before that, I was having hookups every weekend. At hindi ako umuulit ng lalaki. Seriously. If you really want to maintain your status, you always can. You can do it.

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