Strangers, Again

Haaayyy......... *sigh*

In fairness, cute yung guy!

Ang ineeeeet !!!!!!!!!!!!

Nahulog naman ako sa upuan ko nito? LOL


Crush na crush ko yung isang kalbo na di kumakanta


Kailangan magawa ko rin yung butt dance !!!!!!!!! Nagpapractice nako !!!!!! LOL

Darker shade of Green

OK. 


May Pilyo at Dark Knight.
May Mugen at Wimpy Kid.


Pero meron pa akong dalawa pang bloggers na sinusundan, lest I know the other is single and one is in an open relationship


To actually read about a saga of their hookup is just... hmmm... painful.






I'm jealous.


I really like the other guy. *sigh*

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mali daw hula ko, YEY !!!

Romeo(s)

OK. 


So I have already confessed to the entire blogosphere that I have given up my goodie goodie stilettos and have .... tadaaah! Registered another Planetromeo account.


Why? It's the most popular and the easiest way to meet and find guys conveniently sorted according to city with unlimited viewing and messaging. A feature and service Manjam has yet to emulate. In as much as I want to try Grindr, it is still limited to a certain niche of the population who owns Mac and Blackberry gadgets. I had a glimpse of it once, the crowd is a lot better if you ask me.


Anyway, when I'm home, I only have three tabs open on my browser: Facebook, Blogger, Planetromeo. I would just leave it parked the whole day as long as I'm indoors.


Statistics for April 19th, 2011:


Visitors : 107
Footprints given: 120
 - about 30 guys whom I gave footprints thanked me and messaged me back
 - 12 of which asked for an exchange of face pics
 - only 3 sent their face pics but we stopped chatting afterwards
 - the rest of the 9 simply ignored me after I sent them photos
 - one demanded we go cam to cam, didn't work out as well
 - I got invited to 2 group sex events, which didn't materialize at all
 - around 50 guys who messaged me I didn't reply back at all
 - only ONE guy thought I was cute (ouch! that hurt my ego a lot)


After one full day of cruising in between chores, sleep, meals, and choreo practice, I wasn't an inch closer to getting laid?


And all the while I though to myself I looked a lot better compared to 3 years back!?


I forgot to mention I attended this small seminar by my gay organization, sponsored by TLF to refresh our knowledge about STD - HIV AIDS awareness and I finally got to meet Humphrey Gorricetta in person!? I must say I was a bit starstruck because he looked damn good !!!


I told this to one of my good friends who works for an organization dealing with HIV AIDS and he even told me that out of 45 referrals he gets daily (recent stats given to us were about 5 people get infected in a day), only two are little monsters, so it's like having a cast of models into your office !?


He even told me he's being surrounded my too much yummy eye candy he feels "ugly" doing the emotional support at times. Perhaps, because these guys are so goodlooking, it's not that hard for them to find sex! I mean who would be stupid enough to turn down such an offer eh?


I never imagined it can be an "occupational hazard" especially if you're not too careful?


Anyway, perhaps rejection is some form of God's protection. I may not be blessed with that much aesthetic qualities because perhaps He anticipated that I might put myself and others more at risk.


Tomorrow is another day.

Stuck

"An idle mind is the devil's playground"

... and that might hold true for me at present. I am starting to contradict myself yet again.

Natapus na ang aking three month chastity project... and I'm not even sure about it? I was struggling at first, got the hang of it for a while, pero honestly I did miss it. I do miss being touched. I miss making love. I miss the hugging and cuddling.

At some point, I just told myself, "kaya ko naman, kung gugustuhin ko"...

Pero sa three months na yun, not that I was somewhat expecting to meet someone special to sweep me off my feet... I still had the same problem...

So OK, I look a lot better than I ever did years ago

So OK, I went places, tried new food, had fun travelling

So OK, I tried a little bit of culture for a change

... pero I still feel lonely T_________T

I read books. I'm still stuck with page 223 of Eat Pray Love. Nakakaumay din pala pag sobrang witty on every page parang di na masyadong kapanipaniwala that her life is as interesting as she narrates it.

Inabot na ako ng Holy Week, sa sobrang delay na ginawa ko, nagclose na yata yung part time-regular call center gig sa Makati (aargh!). I could've used the money to furnish the condo and finance my daily expenses for my graduate school (that I haven't even looked into, just printed out the brochures).

Naiiinggit, naaasar, to the point na nagagalit na ako... merong mga bagay na makukuha ko if I really put my mind into it... but there are things I can never control or force or impose...

I don't think I need a person to be inspired and all.

I just feel lonely and left out.

I'm sorry if I tend to disappoint my readers.

Any takers?

Touch. I miss.

Wala na bawian?

Does saying "i love you" seals the deal that... err... we're a couple?

(IKR here I go again)