Ang tagal ko din palang hindi nagsulat? hehehe. Ngayun na day off ko na at wala naman akong take home na trabaho, naisipan kong magsulat.
I was loving my job until recently, I had one major disappointment.
I work as a Quality Analyst for a BPO in Eastwood. I used to work in Makati but then I clashed with a Supervisor who was in a romantic relationship with the Manager and I opted to resign.
I thought I finally found a place where I could grow, where my initiatives would eventually be streamlined into a permanent process and I was pretty much doing that. I assumed higher level ad hocs and I given two major awards before my regularization.
Then an opening for a Senior QA was opened, and since it was "open to all" I assumed all the hard work I invested in months before would be taken into account. I was already performing the task long before the post opened and I have proven that I could do it. It would just seem practical to make it official and since it was open to all, tenure shouldn't have been an issue.
I knew I did well on the interview. I prepared for it.
But alas, it was all for formality as there were already people who were appointed and the interview process was just a facade.
Yes, I felt bitter. I cried. I was disappointed. I felt betrayed.
I spent so much time in the office and even in my sleep I kept thinking of work despite my rest days.
What I received shortly after the email announcement of the promotion, I was ought to be the POC of a certain division and share the ranks of the old and new Seniors.
WHAT THE FUCK. I would've felt honored if I hadn't applied, but I did so why should I assume a task for a position I wasn't "qualified" for? It felt like adding insult to injury.
So right now, I'm taking my sweet time doing the basic work.
In a few months I'll be earning a year of tenure.
I might consider switching companies, yet again.